Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Day One Hundred and Fifteen

Out of sorts today with a cold. I can't seem to concentrate on anything. I touch the stone and find out why quickly.... I have the following problems: A loud ringing in my ears, pressure in my sinuses, aching bones, a throbbing headache and an upset stomache. I did not know that I had those things. Also, they combine to form another sort of heaviness, and another general overfullness.

I keep touching the stone and I notice how much I wrap tightly around each area. When I bring that to consciousness I see that I am not all that. I obtain a sense of peace with all of it, a sense not so much that it will pass but that it is a passing thing, and made of sufficient stuff to point the way to awareness. I rest with the unrest and find that true rest is not tied to any body state.

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