Day Two Hundred and Ninety two

Most of the words I have to describe things are past and future oriented. It takes some work in my mind to talk to myself in a way that helps me be present. Besides words that take me out of real time, there are too many words that take me out of real space, also. I preface all of my thoughts with 'I'.

I picture myself doing this or that. I picture myself being here, deep in meditation. That's a nice idea but it hardly even gets to what's here, which is a fundamental step to understanding the craving inherent in it all.