Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Day One Hundred and Thirty Six
A couple of successive drifts into tiredness and I pop into an easy awake. It feels comfortable to concentrate. I notice my trouble in the past weeks with mindfulness and concentration; I feel I cannot do one without the other. I do try to just be with the feeling but find myself questioning it. I don't think it is unhealthy. I let go of trying to unbind the entire twelve links however. I still feel it is a worthy endeavor to look at the sense door without the mind. If feeling can truly be bare, and I have felt it, then so can contact. The critical 'eye' feels different here than the judging eye of the mind. All phenomena seem inherently watched by an unjudging eye.
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