Day Three
I sense that the hindrances of attachment, aversion, sloth, restlessness and doubt are all different feelings of craving that impact my mind but are unobserved with mindfulness.
I have so many arguments in my mind, so much anger! I am so disgruntled and so attached to things. I notice my underlying desire to master doing things or thinking (which is the doing of the mind) to prove that I am good. I feel not so much that I am defensive about being good, but that I protect an inner weakness from being found out. Again, a wise heart that feels at once foreign and always known heals me.
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